i'm really only interested in bottoming. i spent a while thinking, reading and trying to understand myself with this journey and i'm realizing that i have a strong feminization fantasy. i like watching hypno videos on it and watching straight porn but almost always imagine myself as the woman. i've thought about dressing and makeup but haven't really gotten that far yet. i've tried some things that we can talk about, if you like.
i'd like to find a guy that is honorable, trustworthy, discrete, patient, understanding and can help me explore this side of me. while i'm not necessarily looking for a LTR, i'd like to find a masculine top with daddy tendency's.
i'm not sure how far along this path i will go, sometimes i imagine that i could go far and at other times i'm just not sure. i know that right now, everything needs to remain private. so i won't share private information or photos here, please don't ask. if things get that far along then i will share what i can other ways.
i'm pretty headstrong and probably a little bratty (lol). i'm also intelligent, well read and curious about all sorts of things. i think that i can be sexually submissive but i'm just too independent to give up my freedom of choice. i would be most comfortable with a gentle, sensuous daddy(although i'm NOT a little!!) within a 50's style dynamic.
i'm there's more and i'll add to this as i can. if you'd like to talk or have any questions send me a message and i'll answer the best that i can.
thanks xxxoo