i realized that i am attracted to girl things. i realized that in porn i prefer to focus on the dicks rather than the women. i realized that in porn i would rather be the woman than the man. i realized that my task is to become a good sissy whore. as instructed in the sissy hypnos i started to shave completely, rinse my butt clean, put my small penis in a cage, put on girl clothes, blow big dildos, give deepthroats, taste and swallow cum, fuck my ass, and finally show myself online to the many daddies of this world.